This paper will analyze an Urdu novel titled, Khudkushī (Suicide), by Ahmed Hussain Khan published in 1900. Khan was a prolific Urdu novelist known for works such as Afghani Chhura (1899) and Intiqam-e-Shaitan (1897), and an Urdu translation of Charles Dickens’ stories. He was also the editor of the Urdu journal, Shabāb-e-Urdu during the 1920’s. Khudkushī is a novel based on ‘desī zindagī’ (local life) with its setting based in urban Lahore. The protagonist of the story Kalu, the son of a Hajjām (barber) and a Mirāsī (traditional caste of singers/dancers), has managed to clear his middle-school exam to be appointed as a government clerk; rechristened as Kallu Khan, he is consumed by non-ashrāf values of naḵẖwat (pride) and takabbur (arrogance). The tale of Kalu is meant to serve as a lesson for his likes, those from a razīl, non-ashrāf background—the status of ashrāf cannot be merely attained through asharfī (money)—and if a razīl or kamīnā (low) attempts to do so, he is destined to the fate of khudkushī.